I have a lot of questions I should be asking you, and even more I should be asking myself. I daydream the lack of importance and the potential harm of this. I see that you want to believe, but how could that be? Pretending is good if you are not causing harm. You are harming me with your lack of insight into this sustained haze. It's foolish of me to accept that you can't remember. It's the one thing I remember explicitly and you were right there.